I’m not here for the nonchalant relationship

I’m not here for nonchalance

I’m here for the partnership that sets my soul on fire

Where two souls merge

Not knowing where one begins and the other ends

I want you to reveal your demons to me

So I can tenderly kiss them on the lips

And tell them, there’s nothing to fear

In removing their masks of pain

And being seen for the truth of their existence

Im here for the love

That feels like finishing each other’s sentences

For the love

Where we hold each other

Boundary-less

Oblivious

To the world outside

I’m here for the kind of love

Where our embrace

Meets the very definition of divine union

Open your chest

Take out your heart

And show me just how battled and bruised

It really is

And let me love it back to wholeness

I want a love that feels so tender and deep

Our bodies knowing no boundaries

Merging and diverging

Making new rivers

In the temple of our hearts

I want to know your every thought

Your every feeling

Words that linger on the tip of your lips

Just before you speak them into existence

I want to feel myself lost in ecstasy

Of your mouth against my bare skin

Exploring me like a deserted island

In search of water

Our bodies sensing and connecting

Reforming new neural pathways

Intertwining with each other

Your exhale

Feeds my inhale

And your inhale

Beckons my exhale

Staring eye to eye

Seeing galaxies being born

In the colour of your iris

Expanding and contracting

In flux and flow

I want to feel your energy

Merging with mine

Like a human transducer

Heart to heart

Sex to sex

Feeling our buzz

Of vibration

Of aliveness

In every pulsation

Feeling the explosion of stars

Upon your climax

Deep inside

That sets me off

Waves of pleasure

The little death

Bodies writhing in unison

For eternity

Kundalini connecting us

To one-ness

Back home

I want your deep clarity

Your intentional word

Your aligned action

Your integrous heart

Being the best friend

Teammate

Soul lover

Baby Daddy

That I didn’t think I needed

Nor wanted

Too afraid

Of deep vulnerability

Too afraid to be truly seen

Too afraid to surrender

Too afraid to be held

Too afraid to open my heart

Too afraid to be loved

At this depth

That my Soul craves for

But,

Boys have shown me

Where my true desires lie

And its not in the arms of a superficial lover

Spitting empty words

I’m not here for the nonchalance

My soul came here

In this human form

This body

This sacred vessel

To experience the depth of this existence

Through existential touch